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Saturday, October 24

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takde kate2 leyh di tarik kembali..kalo bleyh pn..aku takkan trek blek..kawan2..aku da give up kat semua org..certain yg dapat no baru aku tu..korang jge leklok..aku siyes da give up dgn semua..aggp la aku da tak wujud agy dlm idup korg..aku mlas sbnr nye..aku xpnah lpe mne2 kwn..dan aku takkan dtg mncr ble len xnk lyn..aku bhg sme rate mse aku utk kwn2 aku..tp aku ade 1 bdn jek..xleyh brade di 2 tmpt brbeze pd mse yg sme..bg yg aku da bgtau isi ati aku..aku bkn nk lpas kn korg..tp aku nmpk idup korg ok jek dgn atau tnpe aku..korg leyh ckp ape korg nk..aku da give up..yg knal aku..msti tau..ble aku da kecewe..aku da wat 1 kptusan..takkan aku brptah blek..aku da psti kn aku tak kan menoleh lg..aku kene mule kn idup bru aku..idup aku da srabut..aku dtg ke shah alam..utk mgubah idup aku yg songsang dlu..'

aku ke sgamat pn ats alsan yg sme..ke kolej ni pn ats alsan yg sme..tp nmpk nye maslah sntiase mncr aku walopn aku brdiam..aku da ltey..aku da rse byk sgt utk umo yg bru msuk 18..x larat ar cm ni..siyes..sory kalo trslap kte..aku undur dri dlu..jage diri bebek..assalam'kum......

.terase giler ngan korang!!!xthn da..kene lpas gak..nea..idup u skg all about college jek..collegeeeeeeeeeeee all the time..and you da x bercerite da tau x ngan i da..nea..kalo u nk brubah smpi nk ktepi kn i..bek u buang i truz..i syg u nea..igt i sggup??i da x pegy kat u da time i nit help..i ade problem..u neva noe!!!and u wien..sjak kne saun ritu..u da len..ape maslah??weyh!!!kalo korg due da xnk!!ckp xnk!!jgn wat i cm nie ok??i punye syg kat korg..korg mcm ignore i jek..bgus ar..sorg2 ignore..i da jd org len pn korg x sdar..i da jd rsak pn korg x sdar..korg mmg xsdar..especially u nea..i trase hbis ngan u..u yg sggup curi2 kuar umah sbb i ngah sdey..skg yg i nmpk..college is my life..mcm u da xd khidupn b4 diz..da ar korg..kalo da bce..fkir2 sndr ar..i bkn nk mara..tp i trase hbis..ckup dgn bdak kolej i wat hal..i xnk korg pn xd..i ade maslah..nym pn ade..xkn nk hrp kat die jek utk jd bahu i..mmg i da ade boy..tp b4 diz..where did u guys go?pegy brcuti yg xde trniat ati pn nk bgtau??cm 2??k ar..sory kalo trlalu direct..love u..take care..salam..



wtf .haha yeah ? this is what you think about us huhhh? this is what u call friendship ? i don't change at all ! u want me every minute and everytime ? that's gosh man ! u don't even understand our situation man ! i'm taking architecture and i'm achieving it for my parents !! i was worried about u . i replied ur messages ok ! and i really wish i could be there for . its not that i don't think about u at all ! u got it ! i syg u gila kot . u don't even know how i feel about u and u sedap2 je ckp i berubah and i lupe kawan !! fuck la ! other people have feelings too . u don't know what other's are thinking and how they have probs in their life and how busy they are t . ckp ikut suke hati you je . you je lah yang ade hati .i'm waiting for this time already for 2 months already smpai skrg cuti sem nk jumpa u , nk tau everything ! but u buat mcm ni . n that what u want ? i never want to start a new life without u . u yang nak kan ? thnk you and salam.

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Julia Izzati AB Aziz said...

have u eva ask if i was thinking rite tat time??
hav u eva ask if i noe u guys r bz??
have u eva ask if i misses u??
have u eva ask??
owh ya..
u were..
ble kitew jmpe kn??
ble??
due bulan??
sorry syg..
my fault..
i didn't expect to suffer alot that time being..
i didn't expect i was suppose to be hurt by bear..
i didn't expect my girlfrenz in college to say im bothering them wen im alwez there wen they nit a shoulder..
i didn't expect to be insane 4 a week..
sorry syg..
it was my fault..
i didn't have the time to think..
problems coming in 1 time..
dgn kmatian ayh kndung i mse blan lpan yg i dpt tau mse bday i..
wahaha..
such a bday..
ayh yg x pnah i jmpe..
yg tggl kn i mse i mseh dlm prut..
i noe ur achiving sumthg..
tatz y i shut up..
in a way it just slip out..
sorry again..
like i said..
no words can be pulled back..
kte2 skali trlpas xkn dpt ditrek blek..
be mad as much u wan..
curse me if u wan..
im leading my new life..
no more srabut2..
dun wan 2 thk bout wat hapen in d past...
just looking to d future..
im in shah alam if ur asking..
my doors alwez open..
itz like u noe me 2day..
will i eva throw my frenz out???!!
thk gal..
u noe me beter tan anyone..
u noe those words hurts..
but u noe also i neva mean it..
im normal now..
can thk beter..
if my mistakes from the past just makes u hating me all over..
tan u noe wat 2 do..
take care..