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- Nadiana Najib
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Wednesday, October 26
Left it unsaid
I've totally changed since I've gotten into college. I barely know myself anymore. They say its going to be better and you're going to know how to act the moment you missed a treat when you get older. But the thing is I'm starting to act all childish from the moment I realised I was growing up . I became too scared to talk ,more or less too scared to share my thoughts or open up to people. Tragic ain't I? Worst comes to worst I never had the idea of letting people know how I feel everyday because it just bothers me that it will annoy people or I'll just end up with nothing. That is why some things are better left unsaid. :X
Tuesday, October 25
:)
Well , its been awhile people (always hearing that after so long of not updating anything ) . I finally finished my diploma people im sooooooo happy! but the thing is I'm not really satisfy with all the studies I made here. It's like I didn't put enough effort on it. It's all over, just hope that things will get better. I'm here on my bed thinking about what would I do next. So tomorrow my parents are going to makkah for a month and I'm gonna ask them to pray for me so that I won't be falling towards the wrong direction. Amin! And the day after tomorrow will be only me and my brothers. I'll be going to college again to pack up my stuff. Then I would make a month full of relaxation and a diet of course, hehe since its my parents order. move on people ;)
Monday, June 20
Terang Week :)
It was too great that too many thing have happened in the past 7 day . We were struggling really hard for the performance night while the others were struggling for the video and booth. Since it was our exam week , each of us take turns on practicing the dance moves and buying props. hell of a week I might say .
Day 1
Registration -Hello UTM :)
The accomodation was okay . Not as bad as I thought it will be. First tour around FAB square and then we were asked to paint a mural for our college. It was really fun for the first day. Later that night we were told to pair up and split into groups of 20 and they mixed us up with other bunch of student from other colleges. As the first task , they made us do a few lanterns . The exciting part was 2 of the lanterns were made to be like hot air balloons that can fly to the sky :D Some groups made it but too bad our group didn't make it though :(

Day 2
Green Mural and Sculpture in progress.
I was really excited that we're making a mural "again".We were asked to paint a mural of the Green of Malaysia in abstract.From what I remember, the mural was orderly managed.But here's the highlight of the day,while I was painting, my leg got really sore and I tried sitting down but I sprained my knee bone instead and the brush I was holding flew exactly to Aina's white shirt(Sorry Aina). Oh boy , I can't imagine how painful it was. Then they quickly called the Medic team for help. I can't even straighten my leg. They forced me to straighten it,and I was whining like hell but then the bones cracks. I thought I was about to lose a leg hehe but it was just a minor destruction of the knee joint :) Later that night was the first day for "Performance night".Their performances was super cool, extraordinary I may say.Luckily our's was the day the after. We weren't really ready for it since its our first workshop and performance together.but anyway GO TEAM KACA! :)
Day 3
Catchmania
"Angkat tangan kanan, gedek3x, turun tangan kanan, duduk diam2x" hehe, fun moments warming up before the game.Divided into two , the other team runs for body parts for TERA-MAN , and the other paints and create their own TERA-MAN. For our group we decided to make a SUPER-TERA!! Oh wait, look at how excited I get.hee.but yeah me and Aina went back early cause we had rehearsal for our performance later on that night.
With all the scary thick make-ups,oh ya,we were doing thriller,bsb dance and shufflin(for the heroes) anyway :P then we went on stage for the first time as a team.It was a relief not to be boo-ed at,cause our seniors had experienced a really nasty one back then representing their former college.And so we passed xD

Day 4
Terarace and Sculpture completion
This is it! The day when we went to Johor Bharu for the exciting explorace! We had to get up early in the morning cause the bus leaves at 7.15am sharp.Luckily, we could get up on time after a tiring day the day before. Before the race started, they had a little talk from an AR. about "Iskandar Malaysia" where they talk about their buildings and dragging fresh architects to their projects in the near future.Interesting though.Whatsoever, back to the activity that we were all excited about, EXPLORACE! We had to run all over JB town for like hours to finish off 10 checkpoints! From papertossing til taking the exact photo and look according to pictures given infront of a bank.I was so damn exhausted I couldn't even walk right. I even had a fight with a friend. That night we went for shopping at the bazaar nearby. It was really crazy seeing all the good stuff we don't have in KL on sale. I didn't buy much cause I wanted to save money for architecture book the next day at BAZTER(Bazaar Terang).but then a friend of mine wanted to borrow some bucks and she promised she'll pay me back. I was okay with it they we rushed to the bus because we were already 10 mins late to go back to UTM.

Day 5
Resting day and the not so BAZTER shopping :(
And we woke up having backaches and sore legs getting ready for some shopping at BAZTER,err well not really :( We were about to go out and that's when I realized my purse was not in my cover.I searched all over but I still couldn't find it. We were too exhausted yesterday.Then I asked the faci for help,on my second thought searching it on the bus,and everywhere but it doesn't seem to show.My mood came off instantly.Can't believe I lost my purse for the second effin time! I just walked around BAZTER seeing my friends go shoppin for the last time. Ain't it dreadful ? :)My mood really gone off but luckily the BAZTER living room is opened for performers so I decided so release the stress away by singing. HAHA with no guitar o.O (cause they took the guitar home already since that I'm the last to perform). And so we continue karaoke-ing instead. Later that is the prize giving ceremony, everybody settled down at the same hall that we did our performance. It was kinda like a formal-casual dinner where students get to dress up.For the record, our college made it for the multimedia competition at 3rd place :D and my group won the 2nd prize for the green mural(not feeling the vain anymore reminiscing the part when I sprained my knee bone teehee)

3rd prize for multimedia competition. GO TEAM KACA! :D

Aina,Me and our Mak Ayam(Group Leader) , winning 2nd prize for Green Mural :)
Day 6
Goodbye UTM
And so the final day has arrived, going back home without my wallet but with such full memories to remember.And of course I didn't forget to make a police report before I get home. It was really sad thinking about it though . Hoping when I get back ,everything will be settled but first I must find answers to what my parents would have want to say :/ *am dead
Day 1
Registration -Hello UTM :)
The accomodation was okay . Not as bad as I thought it will be. First tour around FAB square and then we were asked to paint a mural for our college. It was really fun for the first day. Later that night we were told to pair up and split into groups of 20 and they mixed us up with other bunch of student from other colleges. As the first task , they made us do a few lanterns . The exciting part was 2 of the lanterns were made to be like hot air balloons that can fly to the sky :D Some groups made it but too bad our group didn't make it though :(
Day 2
Green Mural and Sculpture in progress.
I was really excited that we're making a mural "again".We were asked to paint a mural of the Green of Malaysia in abstract.From what I remember, the mural was orderly managed.But here's the highlight of the day,while I was painting, my leg got really sore and I tried sitting down but I sprained my knee bone instead and the brush I was holding flew exactly to Aina's white shirt(Sorry Aina). Oh boy , I can't imagine how painful it was. Then they quickly called the Medic team for help. I can't even straighten my leg. They forced me to straighten it,and I was whining like hell but then the bones cracks. I thought I was about to lose a leg hehe but it was just a minor destruction of the knee joint :) Later that night was the first day for "Performance night".Their performances was super cool, extraordinary I may say.Luckily our's was the day the after. We weren't really ready for it since its our first workshop and performance together.but anyway GO TEAM KACA! :)
Day 3
Catchmania
"Angkat tangan kanan, gedek3x, turun tangan kanan, duduk diam2x" hehe, fun moments warming up before the game.Divided into two , the other team runs for body parts for TERA-MAN , and the other paints and create their own TERA-MAN. For our group we decided to make a SUPER-TERA!! Oh wait, look at how excited I get.hee.but yeah me and Aina went back early cause we had rehearsal for our performance later on that night.
With all the scary thick make-ups,oh ya,we were doing thriller,bsb dance and shufflin(for the heroes) anyway :P then we went on stage for the first time as a team.It was a relief not to be boo-ed at,cause our seniors had experienced a really nasty one back then representing their former college.And so we passed xD

Day 4
Terarace and Sculpture completion
This is it! The day when we went to Johor Bharu for the exciting explorace! We had to get up early in the morning cause the bus leaves at 7.15am sharp.Luckily, we could get up on time after a tiring day the day before. Before the race started, they had a little talk from an AR. about "Iskandar Malaysia" where they talk about their buildings and dragging fresh architects to their projects in the near future.Interesting though.Whatsoever, back to the activity that we were all excited about, EXPLORACE! We had to run all over JB town for like hours to finish off 10 checkpoints! From papertossing til taking the exact photo and look according to pictures given infront of a bank.I was so damn exhausted I couldn't even walk right. I even had a fight with a friend. That night we went for shopping at the bazaar nearby. It was really crazy seeing all the good stuff we don't have in KL on sale. I didn't buy much cause I wanted to save money for architecture book the next day at BAZTER(Bazaar Terang).but then a friend of mine wanted to borrow some bucks and she promised she'll pay me back. I was okay with it they we rushed to the bus because we were already 10 mins late to go back to UTM.

Day 5
Resting day and the not so BAZTER shopping :(
And we woke up having backaches and sore legs getting ready for some shopping at BAZTER,err well not really :( We were about to go out and that's when I realized my purse was not in my cover.I searched all over but I still couldn't find it. We were too exhausted yesterday.Then I asked the faci for help,on my second thought searching it on the bus,and everywhere but it doesn't seem to show.My mood came off instantly.Can't believe I lost my purse for the second effin time! I just walked around BAZTER seeing my friends go shoppin for the last time. Ain't it dreadful ? :)My mood really gone off but luckily the BAZTER living room is opened for performers so I decided so release the stress away by singing. HAHA with no guitar o.O (cause they took the guitar home already since that I'm the last to perform). And so we continue karaoke-ing instead. Later that is the prize giving ceremony, everybody settled down at the same hall that we did our performance. It was kinda like a formal-casual dinner where students get to dress up.For the record, our college made it for the multimedia competition at 3rd place :D and my group won the 2nd prize for the green mural(not feeling the vain anymore reminiscing the part when I sprained my knee bone teehee)


Day 6
Goodbye UTM
And so the final day has arrived, going back home without my wallet but with such full memories to remember.And of course I didn't forget to make a police report before I get home. It was really sad thinking about it though . Hoping when I get back ,everything will be settled but first I must find answers to what my parents would have want to say :/ *am dead
Sunday, June 5
Final exam !
So this is the finals for the 6th sem .One more sem to go . I should be studying by now. Stubborn ain't I ? yeah I am studying right now. gotta keep my mind on the notes though . Papers are until thursday then we'll proceed with the Terang performance practice and prop. That's for now .
#nowplaying Fireworks -Boyce Avenue <3
P/S: wish me luck though :))
#nowplaying Fireworks -Boyce Avenue <3
P/S: wish me luck though :))
Saturday, June 4
7 more days to TERANG architectural workshop.
Ohmy, this is getting hyped! My heart kept raising while watching the videos and performance from other schools competing for the previous architectural event. They're like extra-ordinary. Makes me speechless though . For my college, I hope we could get our name acknowledged.xx
Friday, June 3
4th June 2011
Holla , it's my parents's 34th anniversary and I'd love to wish them a great prosperity ahead. Then comes the newly born, Qaseh Maryam(cousin's daughter) who is apparently Tok's(our late grandma) first great grandchild :') . Last but not least happy birthday to you my dearest Tasneem Rashid . Hope you have a good time there in Sydney with you family and son without your husband ,50 days to go til he comes to you ! Stay patient babe :)
Life has been quite slow for me . With my stuck up architecture life. Seeing changes from 2008 til now. Some of my friends are already with kids, some of em are already chasing their dreams to europe , some of them changes directly 360 degrees. It's just the matter of time to see how fast they learn and grow. Well my point is , people has their own ways to climb the stairs . As for me, this is the last second sem , so next will be the final and I'm going to continue my studies somewhere really far or am I still clueless about it? Am going to cry the hell out to give a full-press to it til I get what I need to support myself .
With love,
Nea xx
Life has been quite slow for me . With my stuck up architecture life. Seeing changes from 2008 til now. Some of my friends are already with kids, some of em are already chasing their dreams to europe , some of them changes directly 360 degrees. It's just the matter of time to see how fast they learn and grow. Well my point is , people has their own ways to climb the stairs . As for me, this is the last second sem , so next will be the final and I'm going to continue my studies somewhere really far or am I still clueless about it? Am going to cry the hell out to give a full-press to it til I get what I need to support myself .
With love,
Nea xx
Sunday, March 20
deadline.
21st March 2011 monday .
It's 4.30am in the morning .I haven't finish my assignment yet . Tomorrow should be the second paper for my examination . AND on wednesday I'll be having final presentation for the whole sem design class . That is I'm working on right now . Live like there's no sunlight .Currently really focus . I can't afford to lose this one . wish me luck .
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